Guessing game

Thinking about taking disability at 62. Most of colon removed, reconnected feel stronger, liver feels bigger, hemoglobin at 11, phosphate stays between 400-650 Considerable diarrhea for 3 months -take metamucil and ammonium Feel stress from work daily and doing too many hours. want more balance while i am still well with family and travel and reasonable health-I do nor know when things can accelerate inside. Rod